You know we all have to have kids together, so do me, Stud. Make me a little girl."I didn't laugh, but could feel Lisa next to me shaking while trying...not to laugh at the women who were going to get what they wanted. She helped, as did Brandy, who seemed to be all over Tiani as she tried to pull my magic serum from me to create the little girl she wanted.Kisses were being given to me as I lay among the Fab Five and Lisa in the big bed. The soft, beautiful Judy, who had become a more Rubenesque. "That's it, I thought. I'm doomed."Does that mean I'd be testifying in front of a jury?" I asked,terrified - as usual - of appearing as myself in public. It wouldalmost be worth appearing as Martha so that Robert Marsham could hidebehind her."Probably not," he said. "Since the Coroners Act 1988, a jury onlyhas to be convened when the death occurred in prison, police custody,or in circumstances which may affect public health or safety." He wasobviously quoting, but he knew his law, this. Then I started to feel anxiety and openedthem again remembering I promised to myself to adopt to the newchanges. She finally finished the story but then said that I would bestarting ballet next day.What has my life become?Ballet was a nightmare. I went after school and was in a changing roomwith other girls. They were friendly with me, especially when I said Inever tried before. I put the leotard and tights and slippers on and itfelt like it was glued to my skin. I tried not to hate it, but I. She let one shoe drop to the floor, and ran her bestockinged foot around his ankle whilst sipping her Scotch, studying him over the brim of her glass. No wedding band, but the faint outline of where one had once been lingered on his left ring finger. Recently divorced. Thus the slightly sad atmosphere surrounding him. He didn’t flinch away from her foot running up his lower left leg, though, so she knew that he had had women flirt with him, if not make love with him, since his becoming single..