I pulled him up, sat on the foot of the bed, put him across my knee, and spanked him hard. He writhed and sobbed under me, but I maintained a grip and...spanked him until he relaxed into sobs and whimper. He yowled then as, pressing down on the small of his back with one hand, I screwed two fingers of the other hand into his ass and stretched him, starting to open him up. This was going to be rough and I wanted him to know that from the beginning. When he collapsed under this manhandling and was. Only an hour once he got on the interstate, but it gave him a chance to think a lot about everything that had happened. He’d caught his girlfriend in bed with his roommate, but that freed him to have some incredible sex with his gorgeous dealer. Then, when his girlfriend sprung herself on him, he’d gotten some of their roughest and most enjoyable sex ever before tossing her naked into the hallway of his dorm with cum dripping out of her ass and made it very clear that they were over. The sight. But the FOCUS had been! I just hadn't had any idea of what a gate pattern looked like! Now I had a pattern. I already knew what the focus of the pattern I wanted, was! I could get home!The focus would sort of tune the pattern to a specific place. That was what the visualizations were for. As you built the 'pattern', you also 'focused' on the outer focal points that established the pattern. Markus never had taught me how to do gate patterns. It was always: 'later'.I was so excited by this. I hope she feels happy about it’ ‘Tim, someday I’ll tell you why I am sure that she is happy about this, I will never forget her though, we loved each other very much and were together for 18 years, and that love will be with me until the day I day, but I can love Rachel as much and we accept our pasts and our new found love unconditionally. I hope you find the same happiness oneday, I really do’ ‘I often feel she is watching over us, you know? Sometimes when I’m do something I am worried about.