Then I picked up the bacon and toast in my mouth to eat, each in turn. I ate like a dog, licking it up into my mouth and then taking a bite to chew. W...en I took a bite, the rest would fall back to the floor and I'd have to repeat the process for bit of nourishment. It was very tedious to eat like that without using any hands but I didn't dare use them and I was finally able to get it all down. I hated that I had to eat from the floor, but she had told me that I would all weekend. She had. My family’s history says that Raymond moved his family to El Paso in eighteen-eighty to ramrod a ranch for some big shot El Paso lawyer. I had the distinct feeling that in this history, I’d be that lawyer. As I thought about it, I decided that in the original history of the McGuinns, Chet Benton, the first owner of my law books, should have been that lawyer. I was also starting to believe that there had been a serious hiccup in the flow of time around El Paso during the last six or seven. She replied ‘Hmm. I can see that. It is okay son. Sleep well. Good night’. And she turned off the lights and we slept. I was too tired to think anything so just slept. Next day in the office, I had no meeting, but purposefully I told my today also I will be late. I wanted to appear tired and had a trick in mind. So, I did time pass in office and completed some extra work and like previous day reached at 10, appearing very tired and exhausted. I hugged and kissed her on cheek and she liked it.. ”“Yeah. That explains why the church is paying me a lot of money. They don’t want me to sue them.”“Really?“Yep.”“Well, there you go. So stop beating yourself up. Think of positive things. Like this house here, it’s a nice place to live in.”“I’m lucky in that way, yes. This guesthouse is rarely used, so my parents said I could move in. Not easy being so close, but it’s just temporary. Till I figure out was comes next. I guess you heard about my husband.”“Yes. The consensus around town is that is.