Tears stung my eyes. I didn’t know why. The only words I was able to get out was, “Who am I?”She walked up and placed her hand on my arm gently....“That is a very complicated question right now.”I didn’t say anything, but I was confused. I waited for her to continue.“First thing you should know is that your body is a surrogate,” she started to explain as if it were a normal everyday thing, “The real passed on, and before you passed, you put yourself in our Celestial program. Meaning that when you. I was finishing up, and he came in and started soaking up (it was a big shower) and I noticed that his cock was rock hard. It was about 7.5 inches long, fairly girthy, and cut. His pubic hair was trimmed close and neat. He noticed that I had noticed his cock and apologized for it. I said it was no big deal, I usually jack off before a shower too. He then explained to me that he had not been masturbating, but that he had been turned on by me. I didn't really know what to say. I had never had a. When he said we could all sleep at his, I was happy but not hopeful.Spending the night in a bed with him and Jan made everything worse because Gerard was the one who made all the advances. He slipped his arm under me and pulled me onto him, which just made it seem that he liked me. I didn’t move away. We kissed and he felt my tits. I’m not sure why but I just went for it and started feeling his cock. I stroked it while we kissed but he wasn’t getting hard. That was even worse than if he hadn’t. We stayed there for a minute. I felt his lips again on mine. Tushar slid my wet leggings and underwear down to leave me completely naked. I was finally out of the glued feeling on my butt and legs.I helped Tushar get out of his wet clothes. We stood naked before the shower, still kissing nastily on our lips. He soaped all over my body, I helped him get covered in the soap as well. We bathed together. Tushar had his dick very erect and it was there to attack at any minute. I stood there looking.