Ich finde es sogar besonders schön, bei Kerzenschein an Dich zuschreiben. Meine Kameradin Marthe meint eben, ich solltedie Kerze sparen und sie hat j... auchganz recht, aber ich denke, für diesen Zweck darf sie ruhig noch ein Stückchenkürzer brennen. Im Dunkeln zu schreibenhabe ich leider noch nicht gelernt.Liebes, kleines Schneckchen, ich möchtejetzt bei Dir sein. Ich möchte neben Dir sitzen, ich möchte Deine Handstreicheln, ich möchte mich mit Dirunterhalten, nein ich möchte garnichts sagen,. "Oh my GOD!" Christy exclaimed. "What the hell happened to me?" Then she looked down at my drawing, and her eyes narrowed. "So that's what's been happening at school lately. Is it you or the book?"I closed the sketchbook, and put it down. "I think it's the sketchbook. It'll reverse as soon as I erase the drawing. I didn't mean for this to happen, I just forgot."She looked thoughtful and her eyes narrowed for a second, then she leaned over and kissed me. "I don't mind so much. After all, it's. I’ve got you. I know I can trust you. She’s so uncertain. She’s got parents with a history of emotional distance or disdain, an Uncle who’s a good man but can’t always be there, and friends that . . . well, that she’s just not use to having.’ ‘But she’s going to be alright?’ ‘I . . . I think so.’ Carolyn took another sip. ‘Enough talk,’ she whispered. ‘I need you. Just . . . just make love to me tonight.’ Lola touched her lover’s face. Then she took the bottle of wine and Carolyn’s glass and. Still wearing thebandages, I walked into the school and to my first class without anyonesaying anything. Until first break."Hey! Faggot! Hey! You want to do me next?"Ignoring him, I walked down the hall way to my next class. What I didn'tsee but heard about later was Fred taking the wind out of my tormentorssails with a rabbit punch in the gut. At lunch I sat alone, figuringthat's how it was going to be, but..."Decided to chicken out huh?" What?" You decided not to come back as the girl." Yeah..