One sunny spring day Belinda took some time off work and took the kids out of school to go up to the lake, to choose new carpets as part of the much n...eded renovation of the cabin. I probably could have taken time away from work myself to join them. That I didn't would haunt me for the rest of my life.It wasn't altogether unusual for an RCMP officer to come into my office. After all, one of the projects I was working on was a retreat for peace officers suffering from the inevitable consequences. After an hour we were already in the room, I freely went inside and threw on the bed. I quickly realized how big a problem I have.After a while, I felt a powerful blow to my testicles."You dog! What did I tell you? When you are in this room, your place is on the floor at my feet. Fall to the ground!"I immediately fell to Monica's feet. I started shaking.She quickly took off my socks, pressed them against my face and told me to smell. She threw her socks to the ground and put her foot on my. She approached, and he placed a slobbering kiss on her mouth. ‘Go, fresh up,’ he said. I laid down her bag on a table, and she went towards the bathroom. ‘Dekhna hai (want to watch)?’ Daddy asked, as he took his heavy tread behind her. I was too surprised to reply, so I didn’t. He gave a grin and motioned for me to follow. In the bedroom, he undressed quickly and sat on the bed. Pointing at a stool in the corner, he told me to sit there. She emerged from the shower almost ten minutes later,. Maybe theywere from the other side of the year group, but I had gotten the ideathat the two sides remain separated in classes and only really cometogether during break time. Then again I've only been at All Hallowsfor a day, so I didn't know exactly how things worked around here.There were four teachers, two men and two women, standing on a stairwayin front of the crowd. They ordered us to get into four lines, two forthe girls and two for the boys. This time I didn't make the mistake ofjoining.