"I nod unhappily at You, knowing everything You say is true. You kiss me gently on the forehead and say to me softly, "Go wash your face, fetch my can... and be back here, ready for me in 20 minutes." Yes Master" I reply, with confused feelings. How can You be so hard, so unyielding and yet at the same time be so tender and understanding? I frown slightly to myself. You give me a couple of light taps on the cheek, saying with a smile "Go on now …you're thinking too much, and besides, you don't. ?Your place in life is now to serve and obey, and to make your situation worse I am going to allow you to control your own thoughts most of the time?. I heard giggles from her sisters but my eyes never left Mei Ling's face. ?Your very being belongs to us, you are owned and will do anything that we tell you, you will humiliate yourself for our amusement?. I wanted to fight, I felt for the first time in her presence able to argue back. Her next statement knocked the fight from me. ?Any. I sat on the passenger side and Toni turned toward me and straddled me. It was hard to believe that I used to do that when I was younger and actually enjoyed it. Even Toni laughed until she got a Charlie horse in her thigh.It was now less than three weeks before the cruise and the wedding of Chris and Jason. Chris called a meeting at the house to see if everything was finalized. Marie, Jason, Cindy, Toni and I were there. My brother Dave came with Cindy. Mom and dad were there also. They were. He stood and looked at me admiringly. My chest heaved. I felt so sexy and excited in my jewelry, my pink lace bra and my thong.I never loved more than one man at a time and I never loved a man as much as I loved Peter, but there I was, a slut on offer feeling sexy for a different man. It wasn't love, I felt, it was pure sexual excitement."My God, you are a gorgeous woman."My smile radiated bigger with the pleasure of hearing this incredible younger man compliment me. He pulled his t-shirt over.