?You sure you don?t want something a little stronger?? Teri asked her.?I?m sure. I try never to lose control. Could make things difficult.?Over dinner... she fell into conversation with Teri, who had taught schoolbefore having two children, and who was fascinated by Tina?s summer campexperience. Tina found herself talking at length about Brandon, a fiveyear old boy with autism who had come to camp unable to speak.One day, she had been getting him ready to go home. She had packedeverything in his. Yes, in the other room two people were having sex, in this rainy weather, without their knowledge of our presence. The man and woman were average built. They were completely naked and half of their body was covered with mud. Now, all three of us were really uncomfortable. We couldn’t leave the house as it was raining heavily and there was no other home nearby.So, we stood there without making any noise. From their talking we could make out that the man was little bit drunk also came to know. ’ ‘April, take off all your clothes.’ ‘WHAT!?!?! ABSOLUTELY NOT!’ April was panicking. ‘April, you have to not care, don’t you understand!’ ‘That doesn’t mean I can be naked in front of you.’ ‘It’s the fastest way to cure you, I assure you.’ ‘Doctor, I mean it. I don’t want to be seen naked.’ April was offended by the thought. She couldn’t imagine the humility of having anyone see her malformations. At times, she wished she could feel sexy in front of someone while being completely naked. She. Since I met Dave, I have been in his bed every night. The first night it was because the bed was too big and I felt somehow wrong to be in it by myself. The second night, I felt frightened that I was in the wrong place. The night I tried to stay with his sister, I knew that I missed Dave.After that, I knew I was supposed to be next to him. I have feelings. I had feelings that grew inside me for Dave. I do not know why, other than he is a good man – a handsome man, and he is smart and kind and I.