Tonight I am home and though I’m here in body, my mind is elsewhere. We watch a film and it distracts us from the misery we both know exists. ...he film we’re watching is sentimental towards the end and it just extenuates how unsentimental I feel towards you. You’re my friend, I trust you with my life but I don’t like how I hurt you with my inability to love you the way you love me. I’m angry with myself, but I hide it well by being angry with you. The film is finished and already the. It won't be your tits that I nail... but your forehead: I'll kill you. Do you understand, mam?"She understood. Her hands didn't move. She kept her back to the tree and her eyes firmly on the hammer and the nails in his hands, knowing that this was it. Her breasts were in jeopardy. She'd driven him to the point of temporary insanity where everything was possible. She was looking at him, fearful and open.That's when Howard's hand flew to her waist, to her belt, and he grabbed it and unclipped the. She flushed."Some of it can be kinda... enjoyable."There was a pause, and Rubycontinued on, to change the subject and not cause another silence: "So don't any of you have any odd things that you would like to do with yourboyfriends?" Once," Joanna said and paused, contemplating whether to say it."I had sex outdoors with Oliver when we were on a camping holiday with myparents and he was really horny.They wouldn't let us sleep in the same tent even, but one day when we were out walking, away from. Me aage badha or dhire se uske piche ja ke uska pakad liya or uska muh band kar diya vo ek dam se ghabra gayi or chutne ki koshish karne lagi mene uske kan me kaha me hu jay tumhara muh chod raha hu chillan mat vo thodi shant hui to mene uska muh chod diya par use vese hi kamar se pakde rakha vo kehti ye kya kar rahe ho aap uski awaz me samarpan tha vo chutne ki halki fulki koshish kar rahi thi mene kaha kuch nahi tumhe pakad raha hu or uske gale pe kiss kar diya vo sihar gayi or kehti ya galat.