I started to have second guesses, but again my curiosity got the best of me, and before I knew it; I started to lick the top of his dick. I then put i... in his mouth. I only sucked the top of his dick(which was bigger than mine). I wish I could tell you I enjoyed it, but at this point I felt more obligated than anything. He could tell I wasn't enjoying it, so he told me to lay down, and he would finish me off. He told me he wanted me to cum all over his face, but I wasn't sure if I was going to. I just know I did and I have to live with it. I'm not going to change back and it's not all perfect, you know. Sometimes it's like I have to learn to walk all over again. If I do the wrong thing, there are consequences. And if I really do the wrong thing, those consequences can be pretty bad. I'm glad I have you and Dad and the girls to keep me in line." Val, I haven't told you this. I haven't even told your father. After a month or so, I accepted that you were dead. Not that you might be dead;. The party was rolling when we got there - some good friends who throw great party's. Not swinging party's but there is often lots of drunk people and nudity - sometimes even public sex. Fun party's but not too crazy. We mingled and as I got pulled away I could see every man was chatting her up and making sure she had a good drink. By the time I found her again she was really wasted - very drunk and very horny. She was dancing and pulling the v neck of her dress out showing off her fine tits to. " I know, I know," she interrupted him, " You already told me for three days. But that's not beauty, that's just animal lust." Woof," he said to her softly. "I'm trying to be careful of what I say, but I feel light headed and giddy. I know you don't look like some hungry model. You're sexy in a nice sort of way. That's why I was looking at you. I wanted to meet you and was too bashful and couldn't work up the courage. I'm glad you ran over me." Oh!" she exclaimed, "Nobody ever told me that.