I was riding a crazy wave of emotions that I had inflicted on myself! I had been like normal, camped out on the deck with my laptop and my radio. Se...sing my nervousness Donna wanted to go back out on the deck and visit a little. We had known each other for years but I never looked at her in a sexual way, there was no attraction there for me at all. Donna was like a lot of women in her late fifties you see out there. Oh, I know that sounds stereotypical and I know that there definitely are. His eyes were still glued on my small pink nipples.‘Your nipples are fantastic Sangita. You know I have never seen pink nipples. Come to me so that I can touch them. He told.I sat idle staring at him. Anu also sat idle smiling. Obviously she had seen him with other women earlier also. Was Anu also fucking other guys I thought? I recalled Anu telling about rave parties they attended ending with nude dances and fun. I wondered if they were having group orgies also.‘Come to me’ his tone was. I was living at my best friend, Greg's house for three weeks now. Every day, I was dressed as and lived life as a girl. I was accepted by his entire family, even Greg's father who was in the military.Beverly, Greg's mom, was especially encouraging to me. She would take me shopping for clothes, shoes and even to the sex toy store!! She told me she was excited to have a girl to dress up and it turned her on.I was becoming more and more confident about going out dressed as a girl. When I would go. After few days she send me few jokes n quotation and this thing continued for some days she sent a message that “if a girl loves a man an don’t want to have any thing from him and want to just see him’, I replied her that the man should value that girl. Then the messaging stopped but after a week she called me and said that she has a problem and want to discuss with me, I said ok I will come to home and will discuss, she promptly replied that she want to discuss in total isolation and out side.