Then he curses Donna for deserting him. He does not sleep at all Monday night. Tuesday he procures a couple of small bottles of ether from the hospita... in order to help himself fall asleep. For the next two days the dinner date is the only thing that he thinks about. He knows he has to come up with some excuse to break the date. He is afraid that she will want to have sex with him. But his mother taught him that sex is only for marriage. He is afraid that his mother will ‘cut it off’ if he has. "See how manipulative I am? And remember, let me talk."We shook hands. Weena made sure I was "Dr." and the "new CSIRO bureau chief" and that the agent knew we were getting married in a few weeks, after we gone back to Canberra to "report." I was the strong silent type. We walked all the rooms, with Weena babbling about how we could redo this and install new fixtures there. In the kitchen she was exceptionally scathing. No entertaining until that cooker was replaced. Perhaps a new door to the. And I proposed her. She was not embarrassed but never wanted to accept that….But at the end she did. Yes, she really did it. I was really not able to believe that even but happy like just dropped from heaven.Long nights…..Passes by talking the lovemaking over the phone.I had to finish my project by march. But I tried to wind it up by feb. And tell her I will be back in Feb. The happy day started…. I came and had good words with her bought many gifts for her. She was blushing like hell the first. I went back to my room and I was horny as hell now but I started to get dressed when a there was a knock on my door. I opened it and it was Trevor. He had locked himself out of his room and asked if he could borrow my tracksuit to put on to go over to the guardroom to get the spare key. I said sure, we all had the same service issue tracksuits but mine was just a little bit small in the pants for him but it was okay. So he dropped his towel and put my tracksuit on naked underneath. Again I.