’ Despite her reassurances, I knew in my heart that it wouldn’t be just a quick drink. Hannah was dressed to kill, and unlucky me was the one that...was dying. Claire was the lucky cow who would benefit from all of her effort. Hannah kissed me on the cheek so she wouldn’t smudge her lipstick, and then picked up her jacket and house keys and left. I stood forlornly as I heard the front door slam shut, a tear in my eye. For a few minutes I just stood there, unable to move. Slowly, I pulled myself. A mere eight months earlier he could neverhave imagined that he would be married to this lady and be father of ababy daughter.It took almost an hour for Juanita to get ready again. She lookedradiant and beautiful with a soft glow to her cheeks. She checked thatany lipstick marks on Marty's mouth and face were wiped clean. Martygave her his arm and they slowly descended the stairs to the ballroom.The handsome couple were loudly cheered by all the guests. They couldall have imagined what took. .this fetish...I suppose you’d call it. About 30 years earlier I was living in Dallas and driving a delivery truck to make a living. Stopped in rush hour traffic one afternoon, I happen to look over and down at the car next to me. Many times I’ve seen women masturbating, guys getting blowjobs from women, white guys jerking it going down the road; You wouldn’t believe some of the shit I’ve seen sitting up high like that in those trucks. But that afternoon when I looked down, I wasn’t even sure. Strong? I test my muscles and lift my head to look at him, and he stares back. He looks like he's thinking a million things, his green eyes endless. This man has no idea what he does to me. He's so beautiful, and all I can do is smile. Smile because of who he is and what he does, and what just happened and how I feel. The moment I do, Ethan kisses me, and I kiss him back, basking in that unknown emotion with him. * For our last day here, Ethan and I spend it alone. We hang out at the beach.