In order for your mind to heal from your sickening pent up mental condition the disease(trauma, etc.) must be free of your minds holding it so tightly...consumed.Now that said, Yes Patti did indeed have a tenure to again do that to me oh yes no doubt about that and she admitted to me about it. But in order to heal the wound caused by what she wanted me to come fully out and tell her was indeed to help me heal mentally from it. And it sure did that!I don’t know how long I had laid there in that. ’ She was sat on the bed in just her underwear brushing out her hair. She raised the duvet to cover her nakedness. ‘Sorry,’ he said reversing into the wardrobe again, ‘I didn’t realise you were undressing.’ ‘That’s OK,’ she said. ‘How are you?’ ‘I don’t know, I spent a long time in that house.’ ‘Don’t worry about it. When I pulled that door closed and locked it for the last time I cried my eyes out.’ ‘I didn’t.’ ‘But you will do Cathy, in your own way.’ She picked up her T-shirt nightdress and. Andrea. A sub. I wasn’t quite sure how to take that news. I knew that Andrea liked it when I came on rough to her, but I never thought of having her as a sub. I couldn’t see doing that with a woman I would have feelings for. I’ve always thought that as a side of me that was detached from the real me, and the subs I’ve had were only players. I always treated them well, but that’s all they ever were – players. But knowing that about her, I couldn’t focus on my work, and I couldn’t think of. Black man built completely of muscle.. with a pornstar penis. Both of our jaws kind of dropped and i said "is that him"?!? She just replied with a silent and whimpering "yes it is".. i was almost intimidated and humiliated instantly after seeing what this guy looked like but it gave me that incredible feeling like back with my friend. I asked her if she wanted him and she said no, but i knew it was to not hurt my feelings.. after i little talking and me asking her "what if i wanted you to", she.