Scenes are pretend. Life is something else. Tonight I am supposed to go with Jason and not pretend. Jason: There we were, in a nice hotel room, her n...ked and me down to my shorts and jeans. I was wondering what to do when I noticed a Walgreen’s bag. When in doubt, look for something unusual. With CC’s eyes tracking every move, I went and picked up the bag. Inside were exactly the kind of thing you would get for your first real sex: contraceptive sponges, spermicidal gel, sexual lubricant and. "I could hear the tiredness and defeat in her voice as she had probably heard the same phase, "I'm sorry but we can no longer do business in Israel at this time," from company after company. Now I was just the latest to add on to all the rest.Before she could hang up on me, I offered, "I did call about the embargoes you are facing but not for the reasons they are on your mind right now. In fact the reason for my call is exactly the opposite as I am looking for a certain piece of real estate in. I looked up and out the window. I didn't see anything, so I went back to what I was doing. I found some candles and matches. I layed them on the table where I could find them if needed. I made up a small salad for my dinner, got another glass of wine and went to my picnic table by the lake. I sat there watching the boats get back to their docks before the storm got here. I look over to the dock and there's a boat in a slip. It wasn't there before, but who knows. I shrugged my shoulders. Now that I've seen them in action, I couldn't stop thinking about them. Both of them. Gwen had apparently not been lying about the size of 'the b**st' that she raved about. Thinking of Andy, my loving brother, using his massive tool on me was a recurring fantasy even before they started hooking up. But now I can't look at Gwen in the same way. She had her tongue in my cunt! I've loved her like a sister for years, but now ... now I want to have a taste of her.God I'm so fucked up. No wonder I'm.