Jenny’s mind shifted back to Sean. They had been young then. They were in love and talked about a future together. But that was only another heartbr...ak in a long series it seemed. Thinking back she could hear her grandfather and mother coaxing her. ‘Hurry up. We have to go.’ ‘Go where? This is our home.’ ‘Not any more. The provos and the soldiers…’ ‘To hell with them. We haven’t done anything.’ ‘Neither had your father but look what happened. They don’t care about your guilt or innocence. Just. As punishment I no longer let him fuck me bareback, eventhough we both prefer the feel of skin on skin. He was pissed for awhile, but he keeps coming around, and I keep fucking him (I guess Ican't quit him). I also decided I was a fool to be exclusive to him ifhe couldn't be the same for me.I rarely fuck other men, but I am open to it. What is happening latelyis I have been fucking a lot more women than I did before I met Charles.One of the benefits of trying to be a sexy gurl is that I take. ‘Note to self’ John thought. ‘Shoot this fucker on Monday! Actually maybe Monday’s too late, ok, shoot this fucker now.’ He stopped the truck and Doug hopped out before the truck even came to a complete stop. John opened his door and got out standing next to the truck. He walked around the truck and pulled the tailgate down to sit on as Claire got out of the car and Doug slid in. The rain had stopped. John loved the smell right after a rain, like the air was clean. It just seemed like. .. had a different diet or exercise or no exercise..." I can't believe it," he said. I thought you'd be happy ... or, at least relieved. Instead I find you mourning an embryo that may or may not have even existed and if it had existed may or may not have been viable." Paul -- you're a man. You can't possibly know what it's like to be a woman ... to be responsible for bringing new life into the world." You're right. I don't know what it's like. I was merely thinking about how much a pregnancy.