M. she said I don’t know Ronny I want to meet u right now. I said ok but how? She said come in my room through balcony gate. Her room was near balco...y which is just besides my room .so any man can easily go there inside her room through balcony. I did same & went to her room. She was crying, I asked her what happened she said hugging me that she loves me. I was bit surprised. I asked her than why you blocked me. To which she told that she was shocked by my straight action & had lost sense what. I’m very happy that she didn’t. If she had, I would not have had pantyhose to wear and play with.Many times I wanted to ask her why she was nonchalant about her pantyhose but I have not due to fear she would ask me questions. Dad’s attitude was and still is not as care free. More than a few times during my teen years I heard him say: “What the FUCK! your pantyhose go out the door faster than they come in here. You work to keep yourself in pantyhose.” Mom does work and her money is hers to do. Rick wanted me to phone her right then but I told him I’d feel more comfortable talking with her face to face than over the phone.We went to bed early that evening, enjoyed great sex and wore ourselves out but don’t think either of us slept much. I think the whole idea of swinging had us too excited or maybe it was just apprehension keeping us awake. The drive into work the next morning was pretty quiet, mostly listened to the radio. We didn’t bring up any conversation about swinging. Maybe. I really liked Tim at first, but he wasn't as caring as you. And we can't do it again. But I must admit, I did love every bit of it and, and, well, maybe I would like to try some of it again but, but without Tim. It would just be you and me.Talk about being surprised! I said, "Are you sure you're ok with this?"Mom sighed, "Yes, yes, I ... I think so." She continued haltingly, as if explaining things to herself. Paul was never into oral sex or trying to experiment with other ways. I loved so.