Then lastly is Luke who is staring at me with hurt flickering in his eyes. I offer a small smile but in return I see his head turn to the side. ‘Tha...k you so much Eli,’ I say, my voice cracking and I hop over to him. I wrap one arm around him as the other is on the refrigerator to hold my balance. ‘Don’t worry about it. You cook for us all the time. It’s my turn.’ I smile and I kiss his cheek before I strain to open the freezer. ‘It’s on the table.’ ‘What?’ I ask, turning around to look at. I'm going to start to insert my finger. Stay relaxed. Remember, I promise this will feel really good." Cat pushed just a tiny bit, then pulled back. A little bit further, then back again. Continuing to repeat the process, she slowly penetrated deeper and deeper, continuing to rub his body and speaking in a soothing voice. When she was able to insert her finger fully, she moved it in and out a few times making sure that it slid smoothly. "Jason, I'm going to take my finger out. It'll feel. It wasn’t a feeling she was accustomed to, given that usually she was the one in control of situations like this. She would have had a much harder time acting nonchalant if he hadn’t kept up his steady stream of teasing and silly innuendo. As it was, he kept her smiling so she never had a chance to really worry herself into the state of anxiety that she was leaning toward. After they ate Mike built the fire up, filling the small clearing with warmth and light. He dug around in his pack for a. .. the elimination of a human being because no-one wanted her. The Auctioneer had dropped to five pounds before my hand, holding the bidding-card, rose almost of its own volition.Relief, I thought, in the Auctioneer's voice. "Five pounds I am bid. Any advance on five? No? Going ... going ... sold." and the gavel dropped.I went to pay the trivial amount, which, however, represented a significant portion of the contents of my wallet, and collected my purchase. She shivered as we left the building.