We have been married 23 years and always had a good active sex life. We were playful, adventurous, and shared our fantasies. As we shared them, we fou...d more and more we were missing the excitement of flirting, seduction and some of the variety we had before our youthful marriage. About 12 years ago, after much discussion, we thought about re-exploring our sexuality with others. At first, we figured we would be playful one or two times and see what would happen. However, it wasn’t as easy as we. Gulping down his juice, she continued the oral massage of his softening penis for several minutes, causing him to gasp with the excruciating sensation emitting from its head.Finally, she was done."Decision time," Charlotte whispered quietly. "Lead me to the mattress and complete my education or tell me to get lost, in which case I'll masturbate and go, leaving you in peace."Joe reached down, lifted her into his arms and made for the bedroom.The next few hours were a maelstrom of sexual. This alone has helped to further change my mindset. I am constantly aware that I can no longer just “go at will” and always am aware of where the nearest bathroom is when I am on the road because I can’t just whip it out anymore.Secondly, I no longer get to touch myself for pleasure. At ALL. No masturbating for a LONG time! Any time I get an urge and the body reacts as a guy, it physically hurts. Does that mean that I no longer have sexual urges? Of course not! What I am conditioning myself to. After we were both inside rob dropped his pants and I dropped to my knees.This was the first time i had every seen another mans penis in real life and to me it was a monster.I tried to remember everything i saw in those porn videos i watched and his moans told me that it was working.I sucked long and hard with my tongue swirling around his head like a mad man i could feel his cock start to tense in my mouth and he said,"IM GOING TO CUM!!!!!" i kept sucking determined to get my first taste of.