Circular, with pins that dropped from the middle to pinch her nipples. He fastened them on her erect nipples and took yet another photo. He walked bac... over to the chest and pulled out the flogger. He ran the leather straps down her body, before striking her breasts. He did that until the were streaked and red, and then he laid the flogger down on her stomach. He took more photos, and then he went to the chest once again and pulled out the body paint. He scrawled in big black letters across her. " You don't need to apologize anymore," he said as he reached around me. "It's in the past now." He pulled me close and kissed me on my forehead."I realize now that I made assumptions I shouldn't have. I never talked to you or Jules about what I was thinking." Yes, but she and I made our own assumptions as well. To be honest, I could tell you felt more committed than I did, even before what happened at the pool. I didn't discuss it because I didn't want the dream to end. That was my mistake.". Of course there was my queen as well in that castle and no prizes for guessing that it was Depika. They say that childhood is your best time of life. Well I used to pray that is just a myth because if those were the best days of my life then I didn’t even wanted to think about the bad one’s. Maybe the best thing about time is that no matter if it’s good or bad it keeps on moving. I was no longer a lonely pimpled boy. In fact I turned out to be far more good looking than anyone ever expected. “And I am very happy to hear that.”“I discovered something else, too.”“What’s that?”“That you and I can fuck ourselves silly and not cause each other emotional problems!”I chuckled, “So it would seem. But at this point, you know that probably isn’t in the cards.”“Oh, I realize, and I understand. On the other hand, if you do come to Cincinnati and want to fuck my brains out, I’m available. For now.”I chuckled, “Becky van Hoek, are you implying that the clock is ticking for this ‘nobody special’.