I don’t know when it will be but I suspect if he comes today it will be sometime in the afternoon, if he spent as much time actually sleeping last n...ght as I imagine he did.’ Slightly crestfallen, Adam had been unsure as to how to handle this information but he’d tried to make the best of things. ‘Does he know about me?’ Anne gave the sort of smile which Adam should have learnt to mistrust during the time he’d spent with her. ‘No Adam. I thought it would be nice to leave at least one little. Jodio Saroj mosher moton kalo chilo kintu tar byabohar khoob bhalo chilo aar khoob hanshto aar hanshate parte. Ma songe Sarojer bhalo bondhutto hoye gelo. Ora golpo korte laglo. Sarojbala khete kaj korle o emni te Karta babur chudbar janno kheter maye aar bou jogar kore ditto. Sarojer katha shune Mar gaye current lege gelo. Kee ja ta bolcheesh” Tui ki janish je tui kee bolchees? Tor matha to kharab to hoye jaye nee?Mar katha shune Sarojbala bollo ami kono bhul katha bolinee. Tomar karta masai. I figured I'd go to my parents. She told me that she wouldn't forgive me but I didn't have to leave. She needed some time to think about this and I could just stay in the extra bedroom. She didn't want me in her bed.I was both happy and sad. Maybe there was a way to salvage what was left of our marriage. I went to bed but didn't sleep worth a shit. The next morning I told her I was quitting my insurance job and going back to the factory. It would be a little less money but I knew I wanted to. I'd seen him on a regular basis for a while but then he disappeared until this phone call. I knew he liked sissy white cross-dressers so I had assumed he'd found someone else. I started dressing. I was getting excited remembering the last time with him at the video store and remembering what he liked about me. I shaved my entire body, applied heavy makeup, and eyelashes that were at least a half inch long. My nails were already painted pink from earlier in the week. I keep myself in a chastity.