I had not slept naked in years. Once Kimberly was born, I began sleeping in shorts. I never knew when she would end up in between my ex and I during t...e night. I chuckled thinking about how bad I wanted her in my bed now. It was amazing how things had changed. I opened a book and began to read. Some time during the reading, I drifted off to sleep. I felt movement on the bed and peeked one eye open to see Kimberly climbing in bed with me. I decided to continue to pretend to be asleep to see what. We agreed about time and a place.That evening I laid the table with red wine and some snack, had a shower and set off for the place where I had to wait for her. While waiting I was thinking about possible ways of how to start sex with Shelly.On the way to my home we talked about nothing serious. And at the table we couldn’t turn to the main theme for a long time sitting and looking at each other.Suddenly I felt she put her hand on my lap. In response I started fondling her spread thighs moving. .....but today it s different we are going to a dance outfit shop in the city centre to buy my sissy clothes for the San fransisco pride parade the day after tomorrow (Mistress didn t want to be seen with me, let alone parade near me,but I pleaded and begged for a whole year and she finally gave in)......at 10 we left home me dressed in a red tight shorts and a pink vest and Mistress and partner ,thank God we took a taxi, and so few people saw me till we entered the shop.....as soon as we. So, it certainly wasn't the sex. That's for damn sure."She just shook her head and continued to look down at her hands, clasped together in her lap. She had not moved or looked up since she sat down."Serena, look at me. I need you to start at the beginning and tell me what happened to us. I need to know what I did to drive you away and why you let me. I need to know how you were able to put aside the promises we made to each other. I need to understand. Please help me to understand what.