"You may use the bathroom but no shower, mind - no point you getting spruced up until after your exercise regime." Alexa obediently relieved herself t...en splashed her face with cold water to wake herself up. There was something different about her reflection. Despite her tousled hair and still-sleepy eyes, she looked ... how to describe it? She GLOWED. Perhaps it was the after-effects of being woken earlier by her master's expert fingers stroking between her thighs before positioning her and. It was hurtful to me ,I truly did not understand .We met on occasions after that for sex and my god it was good and if you look in my vids you can see the sexual attraction between us .I would do anything he desired I actually would have married him there and then if he had letme,lol,but of course I never said.....It hurt deeply but over time I couldn't cope anymore ,I loved him,he didn't love me back,even though when we were together we awesome we connected ,he wasn't aware of it i don't think. The fact that oodles of creamy spunk were still oozing from her private entryways made her aware that her body had been used hard by some person or persons unknown of the male persuasion and even her jaw felt like it had been dislocated by some rough treatment whilst she was unconscious. Since she was generally circumspect with regard to offering her feminine assets to the opposite sex she was certain she had been drugged and taken advantage of while she was defenseless and unable to. They apologized for my loss and left. This was my fault! I was speeding. I had agreed to take her riding. I should have left for St. Louis that morning like I said I would. She was dead because I loved her! She was dead because of me.Once the doctor knew my concussion was healing and the gashes were scabbing nicely, he discharged me and Mark took me to his house to stay for a while. We all talked and cried about losing Lisa and now I was angrier than I had ever been. Angry at myself. Angry at.