I don't know if I'm any better, but I'm goingto try and survive.*****Merry Christmas, Diary!It was actually a nice Christmas. John is just glowing w...th his new-found faith. I'm still struggling with mine, but I'm happy for him. Asfor my gender stuff, well I have a confession. I've been crossdressing,"borrowing" my mom's stuff. I don't know how to describe how I feeldressed, there are so many different things going on. There's the guilt,of course. That's to be expected. But there is this. Tim's offer to help Mark was readily accepted as Mark knew deep down, cheating through school was not accomplishing anything. Mark was afraid of what his father would do to him if he ever learned about Mark cheating. Mark knew that his days of cheating without being caught would probably come to an unwelcomed end soon. It was only a question of how long his luck held out. Underneath, Mark did want to learn to be able to get passing grades on his own.With Tim’s help all through their time at. Daryl lifted my upper leg and pulled my knee to my chest and worked on my exposed butt causing me to moan with pleasure. Daryl knew just how to get my lust to rise and he kept at it till I was trying to hunch back to him. Daryl moved me to my back and without removing his cock from my rectum he moved between my lifted legs. Placing my ankles in his arm pits and holding on to my thighs, Daryl begin to assault my butt with abandonment. I reached up and stroked Daryl's bald head as he nibbled on. ‘Now you mustn’t be afraid, my Lady,’ her maid chattered at her as her heart fluttered with excitement, ‘Men can be brutal beasts I’m told, but you must just smile and bear it and try to flatter him on his prowess… I’m sure that once he’s gotten a heir upon you he’ll leave you alone and you’ll have some rest from him… try not to think about the pain just remember that it will soon be over with…’ on and on Brandy lectured, trying to comfort her mistress for the upcoming event, while Gwendolyn’s.