.. a bit of a wild side on her yes, and a few kinks ... but nobody better who can help us out here. Trust me."I'd always hated that saying. "Trust me.... There was always a catch, some hidden warning that always proved itself out, though when it did, it was usually too late. Even so, I followed Jillian into the small, yet well displayed lingerie store, though realizing as we did, it wasn't just about that. Aside from the expected obvious, most of their stuff was almost TOO sexy, TOO revealing,. "What then?" Rose asked, sounding a little disappointed."That night, were you tempted to go all the way?"Rose took a sip of her wine, "I've thought about that. He wanted to, and I think, if I had have known for sure, it was you watching, I might have."True to form, talking about that night guaranteed sex. This time outdoor sex, the first time for years.Life carried on wonderfully. Sex became a highlight of our lives again.I tentatively took another step without Rose's knowledge. It took me a. ..Man talk about someone needing to grow a pair, the last thing I would ever want to do was wash a woman's feet and give them a foot massage. I am ready to answer Liz when Inga walks up. She sees what Bernie's doing for Liz and remarks, "Liz, you are so lucky that Bernie does that for you! My feet are killing me and I wish someone would take as much loving care of me."She looks at me, grins and I know what she's thinking - so I change the subject, "Inga, did you find any trace of them?"Liz. The next few weeks went by quickly. I visited my father twice a day. We would sit and converse for hours. The years that we lost. We were making up for now. The doctors told us, it would be more likely that he will spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair. It didn’t put him down. He was happy I was there, and I was well.Helen and I were getting closer, getting to know each other better. I saw her on a daily basis at the hospital. Being together when we had the chance after she finished work..