“We heard she was in an accident!”“She was. It was a suicide attempt. Melanie and I had wrecked our relationship twice, and the suicide attempt ...as after the second time. She’s better, but I still fear that I might have done something to drive her to that kind of desperation. And I’m even more scared that I somehow might do that to someone again.”“That’s a lot of weight to carry on your shoulders alone.”“There’s more,” I sighed. “I mentioned Joyce. We ended up breaking up because she was. I’m aware his eyes run greedily over me and my cock gives a little twitch. I enjoy being fancied even by another man. “But I’m sorry you just don’t do anything for me.”“What’s the furthest you’ve ever been a guy?” “I once sucked a guy off. I hated every moment of it but it was the only way he’d let me fuck his wife so I did that to get to her. I have tried and I just don’t enjoy it.”“What if I told you I have to fuck every man who spends the night?”“Then Felix I’d have to kick you in the balls.. WACK 'you better never do that again my clients expect perfection" WACK The next day I stopped at the grocery store after school and got the longest thickest cucumber I could find. Got 2 of them and ran home. Took my boy thing (UGH) off only wearing yellow frilly panties, black garter-belt and white stockings I placed one of the cukes on a chair and knelt down. I slide it in my mouth and pushed down. OMG when the thick cuke hit my throat I stated to gag but did not pull off it. I kept pushing. All right, I know, I was being a peeping Tom, invading Vanessa's privacy. But hadn't she invaded my island? All's fair in love and war, they say. Which one Vanessa and I would end up engaging in I was none too sure of at the moment, but it had to be one or the other. So I crept over to the window on my left, very aware of the fact that, when it is easy to see in, it is also easy to see out. No luck there, just the kitchen/dining area. Moving stealthily to the other window, however, I found that.