I left work every night with a tug of war going on in mind an incessant struggle between the need to stay and work or go home and feel guilty. Of cour...e staying won’t have saved me from the guilt either. Not even when I left work did I go straight home to my family, I stopped at my gym first. In many ways it was my sanity pill. I exercised and toned my body with the same passion I did everything else. I was lean and firm from hours of aerobics and running and my muscles were well developed from. Jack whispered, "Yes, he prepared me, but you did very well tonight Jean.I don't think you'll have any problems. You're very natural as a girl."Jean's blush deepened. "Thanks - I guess. It's still real weird for me.I'm sorry you got dragged into my messed up life." It's no problem, Jean. Try to relax and enjoy the cruise. If there'sanything I can do to help, just ask." Thanks Jack."Veronika invited Anne and Jean to stroll around the promenade deck withher. "We will walk off that pie," she said.. I promised him a gushing load, ropes to fire into his waiting mouth so that he can kiss it right back into mine, our lips sticky and glistening with ...no stop. Wait or you'll spoil it. I can feel myself hardening again.Anyway it has been nearly nine months since I've had a guy. A bit of a long time but I've gone without for longer.Fifty years. Yep, I turned fifty before I discovered and became addicted to the pleasures that only two men can give to each other. And, yeah, of course I rue those. .hey Who are you?" Alex asked while still cautiously aiming his gun at the figures head as it turned. "Jill!" He said, though he didn't lower his pistol. "Are you ok….Jill?" He said as jill just stared at him with an impassive face. "Alex?" She said softly as he finally lowered his weapon. No zombie could speak, that much he knew."Thank God Jill, I thought you were a goner. Listen we need to…." He never finished his sentence as jill came at him at seemingly supernatural speeds and pushed him.