"It's something that could affect our squad, so it is your business. As to whether it happens again, I guess that's up to Rosie, but I'm certainly hop...ng it does!"Miller had neatly turned Roger's comment into a joke by pretending to misinterpret what he had meant by 'it happening again'. Roger had of course meant the fact that he had attacked Miller, but Miller had chosen to focus on what Rosie had been doing to him instead.It was a half-hearted joke at best, but as is often the case in. The girls kept topping up my drink.We’d been paid for the week on the station and actually had some cash. A lot of it ended up staying on the station after our night out. We found a table and settled in, and I got the first round. We had decided to drink the cheapest wine, bad idea, but that was what we did.Barb was the instigator of emptying the bottom of the bottle into my glass when we got up to dance. We were having fun and had been in the club for about two hours, and I honestly didn’t. The year was 2012, so I quickly did the math - "You're not 43", I said in utter disbelief. "Yep." She replied proudly with her hands on her hips. "What are you trying to say, I look old?" She said. "No way!" "You are amazing!" I said. At that moment I noticed this gorgeous milf was married. "Your husband is a lucky man" I said somewhat disappointed. "He sure is she replied...too bad he doesn't know it". My antennas went back up. We continued talking for a few more minutes. I even. "We never actually had intercourse, only oral sex. But it was inevitable that the two of us would end up in bed together. I think even then I understood that. I just didn't admit it to myself. Even my being in a different body I just couldn't get past the feeling that it was incest in some way. Looking back on it now I see that was silly. But ... anyway like I told you, allowing Clarity to fall in love with me was the only way we could think of to keep her safe and away from that party. I did.