Maybe when I settle down one day…but there’s one thing wrong with that. I don’t want to settle down. That’s not what love is anyway, you can�...t have love that’s settled down. It has to be bruising, exciting, painful, wonderful and…everything that I need right now. I’m alone, more alone than I’ve ever been in my life. They say love is like a drug, like the best feeling in the world times four. I think it must be more like you’re just about to commit suicide, and you jump off the cliff, ready to. I then put on some comfortable clothes, as I would be driving for a while and hit the road for St Louis. I drove pretty much straight through. I made a quick stop at home to check the mail and stuff and hit the road right away again. When I got to my St Louis office I just went straight to bed. After the long drive from San Diego to St Louis it was nice to sleep in a nice soft bed instead of a hotel bed for once. I slept for almost 10 hours and when I woke up I had to pee so bad that I just. His cock was as hard as steel again and pressing straight up between my ass cheeks. I straightened up and spun around in his arms. “Honey, you have a prostate infection. Some antibiotics will clear that up in no time. I’ll write a prescription later. Right now I need you inside me.” As I wrapped my arms around him and pulled his body tight against mine, I suddenly realized just how well-endowed Randy really was. We were almost the exact same height, yet the bloated head of his cock pressed. I consoled mom and said to her that she shouldn’t keep dad away and I will go out and be in some hostel and study she started crying again and said that our family cannot afford to send me to hostel then I said thats ok and asked her to not to keep dad away.From that night mom never denied dad but she is aware that I was watching their act slowly mom started thinking more about me at their intercourse time than dad. From the stage of thinking that I am watching them slowly she started to.