The soft light reflected back the healing scars as I tried again to cutmyself. I just wanted to feel something, anything, which another humanwould fee...."Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" I raged as I search the kitchen for a knife. I foundthe sharpest one in the draw and took it back into the bedroom. I satcross legged in front of the mirror cradling the blade, feeling the razorsharp edge dig into my palms.Knock, knock. Whoever it was could go to hell. Knock, knock. I shut thesound out of my mind.It was only. ”“Nope, I’m out of my box.”“Siddown spaz.”“Not only am I out of my box, technically I’m in your box.”Tricia’s eyes widened and her mouth dropped open.“Which, I guess since, I’m gay now, it totally okay.”Tricia shrieked and jumped up to swat Ali, who dodged out of the way. They ran and dodged like kids for a few moments before just stopping when their laughter made it too hard to chase.“BFF’s?”“You know it,” Tricia replied. “Hey, had you told your parents yet?”“Not yet, I’m a little. One really good thing about tonight: I was able to get right down low and I got a very clear view of her pussy when she drew her legs up. I could see her entire pussy and I was shocked at how open and red it was. It’s the first time I’ve seen another woman’s pussy when it was aroused, so I have nothing to compare it with, but it was obvious that she was hot and ready!’ ‘She certainly was ready and, as you said, she was wild later. I’m sure that a large part of her arousal is the result of both. It was actually a shame that girls like Alex listened to her. Besides her body, the girl had nothing going for her...and she would end up wasted and washed out in a diner somewhere, her looks going faster and faster until all that remained was a bitter hag. Hm, that was actually pretty deep. Damn, she almost sounded like Mariah, that pseudo-intellectual snobbish bitch...Besides, Kathryn sounded as if she hadn't fallen in love a single time, which was another shame. In her more disillusioned.