Old Kevin was sort of clumsy and awkward, and it was weird having this old guy on me like this. When he took It out I even put the condom on for him.I...may have been horny, or thought I was, but I wasn't slick enough to really say I was turned on, but I wasn't dry. I was prepared … but I wish I wasn't. I mean, I wish that I hadn't given up so quickly. I mean it wasn’t enjoyable, you know? I just laid there on the couch, and wondered why I was so fucked up that I let myself get into this. ” I told her. “The rest of you, forget we had this conversation and go about your duties.”Estella walked out with me while the others saw to the boys.Even the San Finziones of Old got the idea that they might’ve made Castle Finzione too big. It had always been meant as a stronghold for the people in times of war. That’s why, despite the fact that LaFamilia Royale are in residence, its proper name is still Castle Finzione, as opposed to Finzione Palace.Back when the country only held a few. I stare out the window for a bit untill I see the mail truck passing by. I get up and go outside, as I walk out towards our mailbox I see Jessica. I turn around and head back to the house, praying she wont see me. I stride across the lawn when I hear it. Hey Jen! Jessica runs up behind me and grabs my arm. Oh hey Jessica…. I look down wishing she wont bring up yesterday. Hey umm Jen can you come over? Sure… I say but I dont really have a choice as she is already pulling me back towards her. "What do you mean, 'sexuality issues'?" she queried."Well, in our culture, nakedness is associated very deeply with sex. With sexual attraction. I personally don't believe those nudists who say it's non-sexual -- you can't just talk yourself out of your cultural background."I paused for a second. "But I do believe they're TRYing to make it non-sexual. So, I do think they're sincere ... and some may succeed more than others."She had a bit of a dazed look on her face in response to this bit of.