They had paid to get in; they had paid for drinks; they intended to get something and if you didn’t give it to them, they’d run you right into the...ocean.”—Charles Bukowski, Women24 AUGUST 2020I came back from Chicago with lots to think about. It’s completely possible to manipulate the NSAT to get placement where you want. The old man in me always suspected there was some way people rigged the results of the tests to get what they want out of them. We’ve become a test-happy country, basing. I just had to have her naked and my hands on her. The nighty came off and now I was caressing that nice big belly of hers. I am turned on by big belly’s, especially one with rolls. I’m just a sucker for a big girl and this girl was making it happen. It had always been a fantasy and today I was living that fantasy out.Her kisses were warm and passionate. To this day, I think about her kisses and how I want more of them. Soft skin, long black hair. It was all so amazing to be living it.We moved. Lisa, my best friend, and I were out in town, back when I lived in Nottingham, just out and about. Then a car stopped next to us and Lisa knew the driver. There were two other boys in the back seat and they were HOT. I looked at them and went a bit red, imagining them naked. Lisa talked to the driver, I think his name was Jeff, and said to me ‘Get in the back, I really fancy Jeff. You get in the back’. Lisa got in next to Jeff and one of the boys in the back got out, I got in, and then I was. He was laying down a clear ground rule that meant I would have to do whatever he wished. Deep inside of me I made a decision. This would not be one off sex designed to give me a temporary thrill. This was long haul stuff. He wanted me to give all of myself to him. What I said surprised even myself."Daddy, I have learnt in the short time that I have known you that you are a very sexy man and have lots of sexual stamina. That alone would bond me to you. But you also have a lot of restraint and I.