." Jamie started to say."Part of my life, and my bitch like I promised. Wait until you see it onyou with some little frilly ankle socks and these ridi...ulously high pinkstilettoes," smiled Carrie, flicking her wrist. "Me being able to takeyou out for some fun was part of the deal I brokered with him when Igave him my blessing. So like I told you, we?ll still be spending quitea bit of time together." Oh my gawwddd. You dressed me up but that was only for you," repliedJamie. "You?re saying we?ll. When I caught my breath again, I asked, ‘Who are you?’ His lips were near mine, teasing them to kiss him. ‘Your dream man.’ He said softly and said no more, which was perfect. I wanted to ask him something, but I was too embarrassed. I closed my eyes again, willing myself to ask him what I wanted and yet not, I then heard myself say, ‘Whoever you are, I want you.’ So much emotion was held in that statement that I was terrified. I wanted him in every way. ‘Later.’ he growled, and caught my. Later I knew that he was there for hours sitting in the near car park waiting to see my arrival.I was 30 and never been with a man but somehow I felt that I am sure I will handle it well when the time comes. Not looking at the security desk in my building lobby I quickly sneaked in the elevator like I was afraid that someone would know what was about to happen, even though I was still dreaming of the time that I would get caught doing it ,and accidentally fulfill one of my deepest fantasies .I. The other thing I did not think about was me exposing my back. My back is riddled with scars. Some people find my scars repelling, since it's obvious the scars comes from v******e. It's my marks from an interesting youth.I throw my rucksack on to my back and turn towards the girls, who were now totally changed. From walking in the last fashion of hiking gear, to now wearing tight-fitting tights shorts type ala Spandex, and with subsequent tight top. I was completely speechless and recognized.