Me: unka kya hai vo toh hamesha hi ghar par hote hain, iska matlab ye thodi na hai ki hum rukk jaenHer: baat toh sahi hai aapki, toh bataiye kya karte...hain do ladka ladki jab vo akele hote hainThat was it, my hormones took over me and I leaned over and kissed her on her lips, but fear also came rushing so It was only for a second or two.Her:abhi what.the.hell!!!Me: (I had to continue, I knew it , I had fucked up enough times in my life and I didn’t wanna fuck this up too) I am sorry Upasana,. On the way out, I took care of two things. I had the front desk give Elen a key to "our" room and I handed Elen twenty thousand Philippine pesos, for a nice dress, shoes and taxi fare to the office this afternoon.On the way to the office, I called Cathy. It was Sunday night back home and we had agreed that while I was over here we would check in once a week on her Sunday night. It was the first time in all the years of our marriage that I cheated on her and I now lied to her. I felt like crap. She grabbed my arm roughly and dragged me into the kitchen and scolded, ‘You promised to clean this kitchen and look,’ her finger pointed at the edge of the table where I had missed a streak of dry cracked chocolate frosting that still clung to it. She ordered, ‘Clean it now and when you are finished, you will be punished.’ I turned to get a rag to clean up the smudge but she stopped me instantly, ‘And where do you think you are going?’ ‘To get a rag mam,’ I answered in my best little girl. We went for a walk south of the lake in the area that we'd been cutting trees for firewood. Again I brought Duchess along. Within an hour Duchess had flushed a couple of deer. I dropped them quickly with the semi-automatic and called it a day. We had roast venison that night.The third day I woke to rain. It was a gray, overcast day and while the rain was really nothing more than a constant drizzle, it was cold and it put a chill and dampness into the air. The rain had started well before dawn.