I am Pet now, and despite my failure, I know with absolute certainty that whatever happens to me, it will be only as much as I need. He will be sure o... that. It is a calming thought. My trust in Him is absolute. I know that as much as my body belongs to him, so does my faith. I allow my mind to go quiet and I breathe in deeply.Yes, it is still there. It is fainter now, but when I try, I can still smell the aroma of man-cum. I can still feel the thin residue on my face where I wiped it away. I. I tell him would he like to watch some tv or a movie to which he replied that not now as he had to go down as people will ask where the security guy was. He said he will be free around 11:30 pm as the night watch man comes then and he can come then only, I tell him to come whenever he gets free as I was going to be awake for a late night because tomorrow was a holiday. He smiles and leaves.The bell rings at 11:30 and I see him in his uniform all hunky standing at the door, I let him in and tell. The only exception that I would have considered was when Pam and I made love all those years ago. I had never felt the same with any woman apart from Terry as I was feeling now. I shivered with the emotion of us doing what we were doing together and enjoying it in a way that had escaped me for all those years since Pam.We didn’t talk, we just lay there and continued to make love. She was obviously enjoying everything we were doing as she often repositioned herself to be more comfortable or to. "Wow you've got a great fucking ass! I don't know what I want more, it or your cunt.". It was obvious that he decided as he shoved his cock between your pussy lips. "Fuck yeah!" he moaned as his balls slapped against you. "Hurry up and fuck this bitch!" one of them barked. He started pounding quickly into you, sawing madly for a few more feverish strokes before you heard him groan and felt his shooting his load deep inside you. Something primal took over you, the excitement and fear.