How are you doing?" Pretty good. I was thinking about you. That was amazing today." It was. I'm having a hard time concentrating on school stuff now. ... just wanted to call you and make sure everything is all right now. I mean, to be sure you're not mad or anything?" I'm not mad. I'm a little bit afraid that we didn't think about some things before we did that. It wouldn't be good if something happened from today." When did you say that you'll know?" It should be soon, tomorrow or the day after.. This fascination was so strong to thepoint that I idled them and wanted to be one. The only problem was mymom and the rest of society didn't quite accept it.My mom had divorced my dad not long after I was born because of hisalcoholic problems and he now lived in another state and rarelyvisited. When I was around three years old I would sneak into mysister's room who was only a year older than I and put on her dressesand makeup. When my mom caught me she would spank me telling me boysdon't dress. Laughing I said I know where, Tom lifted his hand and moved it,pointing his finger at me like it was waiting for the answer. Tom said the worm wants to know where, I giggled and said it's a dirty place. Tom dragged his finger tips over my stomach and up my chest,then over my shoulder. Tom said to roll over. After I rolled on my stomach he ran his finger tips down my back.as he slid down I started to laugh again and said he's getting close. Moving to my side he slid past my waist and over my. . what else was left to do? I rushed to the bedroom door, finding Mom in tears, holding her head in her hands. I rushed to her, waiting for her to speak."Jake ... I'm so sorry! We've tried ... I tried. For so long, I tried to make it work, at least until the twins were of age, but it's over. It's all over, sweetheart. Your father's leaving me, but I don't blame him. He has every reason to leave me. I tried to be a good Christian wife and mother, but I failed. I just hope that I can still go to.