I REALLY enjoyed sucking your dick last night. I always want to enjoy it, but I get slapped, choked, have cocks beat against my face, and I guess it�...s all to show what a slut they think I am. You didn’t have your hand on the back of my head, make me take it deeper than I wanted, beat me up with it, you just enjoyed it, even touched my cheek and smiled to me. It’s not a violent act, it’s supposed to be a tender act to enhance what happens later. You let it be that way.”I chuckled and said,” You. He spent so much time helping us that he never had a chance to grieve himself; he was too busy being strong for us.After his collapse, Amy told me she knew something was wrong Saturday night. Something happened that night at my parents' house that began this whole process of out-of-control grieving. Katie did not notice, as she was having some problems of her own. I haven't even tried to deal with that yet; she is reluctant to talk about it, partially because she is afraid after her Daddy. "Meanwhile we must get ready. Put these on," she said handing him apackage."Yes Ma'am," he responded, taking the package from her."It's 'Mistress' from now on pet," she corrected."Yes Mistress," he responded as he opened the package. It contained apair of black panties and beige pantyhose. Terry quickly kicked off hisshoes and dropped his pants. He took off his socks then hesitatedbefore pulling off his boxers. Slowly he pulled down the boxers,looking down to avoid her eyes. Since he had. Even with the restrictions I'd placed on her to prevent it, I secretly hoped she'd come home with a pussy full of cum. But, then again, I didn't. Oh, I wasn't sure what I really wanted at that point.II. The DateMy husband, Jim, has been so understanding of my need to try dating outside of our marriage. I know it was a shock at first, but he seems to be more welcoming to the idea lately. He thinks it's because I envy Anita's freedom and want material possessions; but that's not it. Ever since.