“It’s been a hell of a year,” I said. “Just a year ago I was straight as a ruler. And, now look at me -- offering my dick to any old fag that ...alks in the room.”The room exploded with laughter.“OK,” I started up again. “It seems some of you guys chose to bring me some gifts tonight. I want you to know that your presence here is a gift I can never repay and I appreciate every one of you for being here.“But, since there are some few overly generous little queens here tonight, I thought I should. I would simply have to control my own emotions. There was no reason for me to join the histrionics; Joey and I were no longer a couple. No longer lovers. No longer friends, even.Kawai-san had rented a van to drive Serenity, Joey and a surprisingly small amount of luggage to the airport at Osaka. Honda and I rode with them. If Joey had told me about this trip two weeks ago, I could have arranged a car to take them to a charted jet. They could have flown to the United States in comfort instead of. . he’s been ... been ... shot!” I couldn’t hold myself together, the emotional roller coaster, in 5 minutes going from cloud 9 to hell on earth, I cried over Danny’s bleeding and unconscious body. Sara pulled me up and pushed me out of the way as she begins to apply first aid to him. About a minute later I hear sirens approaching. I tried to reach him telepathically. Sara answered, having heard my screams for Danny.Several officers came down the stairs, some with just their side arm, some with. In my first look I had gone mad for her lips and her clean white teeth, although lil weird but I had gone crazy for her lips n thought of kissing her until eternity.After an official fake talk which lasted for few minutes I started with a personnel talk and could feel she was sort of sad for something. She said it was long since she had been out for a candlelight dinner. Her husband was working for mnc in Delhi and was on South Africa outing since three months. I was concentrating constantly on.