I must convince Howard that I have given up any idea of an affair. I must make him believe that I am his exclusively and that my request the other nig...t was nothing more than the ravings of a menopausal woman. Surely he could believe that was possible. I had stopped taking hormone replacement therapy after the health scares. Perhaps I could blame it on that.I told Ginny about my confrontation with Howard. She scolded me for being so careless. She knew of my desire to take a lover. She does not. Those pastures were shaved and not a single one of them was green ... yellow, black, brown, or red in every conceivable shade and seldom did the carpet match the drapes ... the evidence of greenness was soon gone ... the pastures were happy ... the cows contented.James stretched himself past his expectations, but the pastures still had to be ... eaten? He spread his largess far and wide and the expectations became expecting. He couldn't do the right thing to everyone so he mentioned to his. That woman is a cougar."I turned quickly but added, "Maybe she's just what this girl needs, andshe does have a great pair of legs." I giggled as I left them.As I entered the boutique I saw what I hoped would fit me. A perfect tankdress with a patterned lace over the black-tulle backdrop.The saleswoman smiled, "That dress did you well. I'm glad you're back."I'd almost forgotten I was wearing the Spade frock she'd sold me a fewdays earlier."Thanks for the help with the fit. I was just. Does that sound okay?"She laughed and replied, "Well, Elena showed me some photos that sure made her look sexy. That's what really got me interested in doing this." Um, how was she dressed in the shots?" I asked now wanting to know just how explicit the photos were that Elena showed her."They were quite beautiful, actually, and I'm hoping you can take some of me like that."She still hadn't told me how explicit the shots were, so I asked again, "How was she dressed in the shots?" She wasn't..