What it did for me was to take my feelings from being internalized, and throwing down the gauntlet by declaring my intentions. I suddenly had a lot mo...e on the line. I’d decided not to hide, but put it out to the world that we were going to win.Ridge grabbed me before I went to get ready to play.“Jesus, Dawson. You’ve come out of your shell. Now go show me why there’s been all the hype. I saw a glimpse of it when we were at the USC camp. I can’t wait to see you play again. Good luck.”I went and. Angel was twenty-five years old and fresh out of college. She had a Master’s Degree in Biology. We were all loaded up and on our way. It was a pretty quiet trip and everyone pitched in to get the big tent set up and staked to the ground. We filled it with our equipment and then we decided to take a walk down to the pond for a swim. It was early in the season and there were almost no other campers there with us.The women pulled the curtain that could split the tent in half and proceeded to. It was dark.Street lights were not on .I locked the doors of the car.She was waiting for me to start the engine.Let's try this and then let's go.Uncle, I don't have time.We do it some other day.What will we do?? Does it take long? I don't want you to prove that my feet are attractive.Gizem, please..it will not take long.Please, don't break my heart.How long does it take?I was thinking that I'd come to her foot twice. Well ,It doesn't take more than 30 minutes.Oh, what is this. Long time.Let me. Instead, I only dropped to third gear, the right-side tires bounding hard over the rumble strips, taxing the suspension, with the worn tires, enough tread had been chewed away by the pavement and my one off-track excursion ten laps earlier that the undertray actually briefly scraped the track as the left-side tires bounced over the second corner’s rumble strip, the car beginning to slide just enough to scare me a little as I instantly countersteered and only slightly lifted off the accelerator..