I needed just raw sex.Then she paused. "Okay, I shouldn't, but I'll tell you. I did meet a guy on one of those dating sites. We went to a cheap motel....I pulled up my dress, and he pulled down my panties. We were there for less than an hour before I went home to my husband. My god could that guy cum. He did me twice in that hour. I never had done anything like that before, Rick. I felt like such a slut, but I really loved being naughty that night."Oh my god, I'm so glad I have someone to talk. She looked straight at me, but was looking through me. She was in her own head, and knew about that – I tried to do that sometimes. Mum and I often talked about what we had to do, and to accept that they loved us and wanted to show their love to us, but sometimes in doing that we were both hurt. I knew that her looking right through me was one of those times.I went back to swimming, leaving Grandpa to finish off putting suntan lotion on her. I knew that I needed some suntan lotion on too,. I squirmed and pulled, but I didn’t stand a chance against the three girls. Then Mandy started to read from my diary, and I gave up struggling. Instead, tears started to trickle down my cheeks. “Dear Diary,” she read, “I don’t know what is wrong with me. Why I’m having this thoughts when I play with myself. Ever since the fight with Jen I can’t think of anything else but of her and Naomi, holding me, tying me up, pinching and slapping me. It’s gotten so bad that I don’t dare to give myself the. Also I have a certain friend who is going to be at the Oreo Club that just started working at your hospital, his name is Mombassa Wemba and he is this gorgeous doctor from the Kukuanaland (very sexy). Like I said, he will be at the party too, but during the week he needs someone to take him to buy furniture and other things for his new place, and, since I can’t be everywhere I would owe you big if you spent sometime with him and got to know him. I’ve e-mailed his picture to you!! Isabella.’.