I was into respecting that at the time.’ ‘What makes you think that things will be better this time?’ ‘A. I have changed what I respect. I kno... that it was much better for the girls and I to have you at home always able to care for us in an emergency and doing what satisfied you. B. I will work for the rest of my days to care for you and the girls and I will never again put my wants ahead of the family’s needs.’ ‘What should I do if you fail again?’ I really sweated this one, but I knew that. Mrs Olsen said he was at the office. I suspected she had banished him there. “Come in” we were told and led into the lounge room. “I am surprised your husband is here. Have you told him everything?” Mrs Olsen asked. “Yes” I said “he knows what happened and why”. She looked at David “so you were happy your wife fucked my husband” she said scowling. “Well she didn’t have a choice” said David “he threatened to sack her if she didn’t do as he said”. I think that shocked her.“Mrs Olsen” I began “I. The feeling is so intense I can't stop coming.I want to stop this roller-coaster ride I have created in my head, but I can't. I am utterly disturbed by how much my body reacts to the very thought of having a cock slip inside my wet cunt and I have to touch myself. As I can't seem to think of anything else lately, I find my hands drifting downward several times a day to feel how incredibly slick and hot I am. Holy fuck! I could be outside hanging laundry and then from out of nowhere creeps in. I regret his tragic accident but I'm glad to have the property. Let's go on to the library. We've got a lot to talk about."And talk we did. He agreed to take on planning and oversight for the whole job. Including a complete remodeling of the Whitfield's home, a brand new showplace church for Lancaster, and a nice parsonage to go with it. He even thought he could find someone to make some nice stained glass windows for the church, and claimed they'd be the first in central Texas since there.