My lust-filled mind had me grabbing a mini skirt and a white almost shear button up blouse, but realizing that this was the type of clothing I would w...ar to a club, I decided Id better check to see what Ashley was wearing. I walked into her room in just my panties, I was so hoping that she would be nude and that maybe I could persuade her to give me the orgasm that I so badly needed. Ashley was picking out a blouse, and was wearing a pair of jeans that made her butt look so good. I realized. I was worried; I hoped that they were practicing proper birth control. Even though I liked Jennifer, I thought that both her and Brad were too young to get married and especially too young to have c***dren.As I continued to hear my son's bed squeaking and the headboard bumping against the wall of his room in a steady rhythm I became more and more nervous. What if they were ignoring birth control? I knew how passion could over power teenager's common sense in the spur of the moment, and I really. So, I texted Maya and asked when we could get together. Her answer was that she didn’t think it would be a good idea for us to go out if I was seeing Morgan too. It was at that point I realized they were probably sitting together reading my texts and deciding what to say. This would never work. I decided to call instead.Maya and I spoke for a while. I asked her why she didn’t want to go out with me now. We had decided at the party, after we ALMOST did it, that we would get together, with sex. But not long after you were born your father took what we thought was jaundice but when he went to the doctor he was sent to a liver specialist and was told he had advanced liver cancer. We were shattered and what was worse it was spreading through your dad's body in a very virulent fashion and he was dead within six months. It was then I remembered your great grandmother's words. I took that locket from the drawer where I kept my precious things and I wore it constantly for the next few years..