.. When she had wanted the five dollars up front the heavy set man had beaten her, then taken what he wanted.The combination of drugs and abuse was fo...ging her mind."Who..." Marcy, it's me," he said coming closer."Ki... Kirk?" Good God, what's happened to you?" How... how did you find me?" A lot of persistence and some dumb luck. I found a producer you used to work for. He said you were... turning tricks in this part of town. I'm been driving around asking every hooker I could find." Wha.... I'll ask when I get off the phone. What's up with you?"I briefly explained my dilemma about the letter I was writing."The best thing to do is to stick as close to the truth as possible," she said. "Tell Tina that we met when you'd made a phone call, expecting to talk to someone else and ended up talking with me instead. We hit it off, but we don't date, since I'm gay." Huh." Well, it was true enough. I certainly hadn't expected whoever I talked to that night to actually give a damn about. He moved with slow long strokes pushing into her deeply and grinding against her with each thrust. Thanks to the excitement of his pleasuring Liz and Sar-Rah's attentions they both went over the edge after only a few minutes of his thrusting. She moaned loudly and her nails raked the back of his shoulders as he filled her with his warm seed. Kissing her he rolled off her panting. Sar-Rah who had been watching rubbing herself immediately took his still hard cock into her mouth and licked Eliza's. I would. I love you that much. But I just couldn't open myself up to you, day to day. I would die for you, but I couldn't live for you. I realize how stupid that sounds now, but I couldn't stop. Even now, I'm putting this down for you to read after I'm dead, instead of calling you or hopping on a plane to come see you and telling you personally. You deserved better than me. The girls deserved a better Mom than me." I wish I could change, sweetheart. I want to be the woman you always wanted as.