Honestly, I don’t think Renie will make the four months. She’s just not here most of the time—I mean in her head. Mentally, she’s already gone... I figure one morning soon they’ll come in and zip her into a bag to wheel her out of here. I’ll have a devil of a time keeping them from zipping me up, too. They never listen to you, even if you’re telling them you’re not dead.I went outside today. It’s a pretty day. About seventy-two degrees, sunny, not much wind. Kind of day I love. Took my Kindle. ’ He smiled back. ‘Sorry about that. I’ve been busy. You want a lift, baby?’ ‘Oh, yes please, ‘ she replied, pulling open the door and throwing her bag on the back seat. She crawled over the passenger seat and gave him a hug. Julie intended kissing his cheek, as she had since she was a child, but he suddenly turned and their mouths met. She was about to pull away, when his hand went behind her head and held her. He kissed her in a way she’d never experienced before. It only lasted a few. Her skin was so soft and perfect for being a mature woman. I stood there sniffing away at the smell of her pussy on the crotch of her panties. My cock was still throbbing and close to busting an orgasm. She looked back at me and gave me a look that I will never forget and said. “Enjoy this because I’m your little secret panty slut for tonight”. She then reached for a little bottle of KY jelly that she had ready in her bra and rubbed some lube on her ass. She continued to back her ass up on. I want you to taste yourself, to savor how excited you are by our mating. I order you to suck my fingers, swirl your tongue around them while I fuck you, just as your tongue will later by swirling around my cock. I now slowly but powerfully push my way into your tightest hole. I feel your tight sphincter expand as the thickest part of my cock tests it, and you feel it too, sucking hard on my proffered fingers, moaning with what sounds like a mixture of pleasure and pain. I can see apprehension.