Mike admitted that sincehe was 11 years old (he is 41 now), he has had urges to dress in women'sthings. Makeup caused him to get extremely aroused. He...does not knowwhere these urges came from, and though he may have not chosen to beendowed with these urges, he has decided that it is his choice whether heacts on those urges. He choses not to act on these urges. The stuff onthe hard drive are outlets for these urges.I asked him why he would deny himself like that??? He said he would bedenying. .." Don't lie to me, I'm not stupid and I don't believe in magic." As she said this she was getting out of bed, which she had to walk around to get to the door, and of course to Ælfthryth. "She's a student, prostituting herself no doubt. Look at that dress, a real hippy type. You picked her up last night didn't you?"By this time she had reached the foot of the bed.Now I don't know whether you've ever experienced this, but it is perfectly possible for two women to reach a state of mutual hatred. ?You know she’s perving on you???No, don’t you see? It is perfect.??Perfect? It’s gross.? ?Trust me. This is Psych 101. She’s being conditioned that sexual pleasure comes with pleasing me. The best thing is that she is doing it to herself.??Still seems kind of sick.??Now, what I need y’all to do for the last few days before the event is to find a way to keep her from bringing herself off. I want her wild with need when she comes to my room to get into costume that night.??Why???Because that way. He was working on a special project for a local building firm and he was spending twelve hour days in the field three or four days a week. (The money for this job was going to fatten the bank account in a BIG way, not that we were hard up, financially, but it's good to have a nest egg!) I think it's better if Daddy told that part of the story for a bit, since I have to check something...Thomas continues...As Kitty had stated, I was working LONG days. One night in particular, I got home and.