Her paradox was that while she wanted wild and nasty sex, she also wanted tenderness and love. She wasn't certain that she could have both.Since the d...vorce she had often felt rejected, lonely, and sometimes depressed. Her friends told her that that was normal and she would get over it. They said she just needed a good man.On that point, she could agree. It would be nice to have a man around the house again she thought. A man that could give her the incredible pleasure she so desperately wanted. The neck is one of your spots and he is working it, playing you like a flute. The hands move down your back as he places soft kisses along your shoulders and neck. You shiver in delight and bask in the attention as he slowly works your muscles. It has been a while since someone treated you like this and you can’t help feeling special and safe as his hands roam down your body. He works his way down the small of your back and down your butt. His fingers caressing and then digging into your flesh. Rhee’s birthday was good. The other members of our little clique – Aliyah (“Liya”) and Graciela (“Gracey”), who term themselves the “brown” half of our foursome – were there, and we spent much of the evening being loud. While Gracey is on the team (she’s our starting right fullback), Liya is not; she plays no sports. She’s a riot, with an absolutely wicked sense of humor. Rhee really liked the bracelet that I got for her. I had it engraved with “RD and BW BFF” above “I love you.” I am looking. So after the side work was done we would all cut loose and my mom usually stayed after to do a little partying and I would catch a ride with whoever was goin my way. Well as it turns out pam the bartender and the woman decides she take me home on the weekends because her old man was working night shift (hes police) well summers movin along. It was almost the end of June because Pam asked me if I would watch there house on Monday and tuesday so she could go out of state for fireworks.. I was.