" I will have to give up everything, what will I do? God forbid Ifsomething happens to you tomorrow, where will I go, I cannot go and clapwith hijras,...I am not that strong. I will kill myself before that." Don't you dare say anything like that, I will never go away." I know but we can't control fate dear, I cannot work at the factory asa woman." I have a friend who runs a parlour, you can learn makeup etc there, Ihave helped him a lot, he will agree to anything I say." But I will not earn as. ”after chatting for 5 minutes, she brought it up.S: “Listen I’m sorry for last night. ”i use humour as a defense mechanism.ME: ” Oh please . it was just awkward that’s all”S: “I’m sorry for making it awkward”Me: “Well you don’t have to be. it was both of us. just timing. no ones fault. Plus i got a kiss from a pretty woman, so I’m happy”Silence!Surbhi smiles a little & retorts ” pretty eh?! yea, lucky dog!”We laughed, chatted finished our coffee & I was ready to leave.& as fate would have it,. “What did you think?” asked Mr Anon.“It's very different.” I managed to type after a few false starts.“Did you like it?” Mr Anon inquired.I didn't know how to reply. I started to type a reply a few times only to erase what I had written.“If you did like it let me know I've got some more.”Again I didn't dare type any reply.“Are you there? Would you like to see some more vids like that one?”I didn't really think, I just heard my fingers type and as I hit sent I realised what I had written.“I. I must warn you ahead of time that the content of the audio and videotapes will shake you to your core. My advice to you is that you destroy the tapes without looking at then or listening to them. Take my written report to your lawyer. It should be enough to get you favorable terms in a divorce action. I can't stop you from viewing the tapes since you did pay for them, but I heartily suggest that you don't."Human nature being what it is there was no way I was not going to look at those tapes.