& Mrs.Smith house at 7:30p.m.,they told to put the c***dren to bed by 8:30p.m.bed & we'll be back by midnight..i said ok know problem...go on and enjo... your evening now...Mr.& Mrs.Smith say's ok thank you so much for babysitting...,(MR.Smith... said to me just before leaving....you can watch movies on my big screen tv but ''DO NOT TOUCH THE TAPES THAT SAY'S PRIVATE ONLY''i said ok...it's all good.It was passed 10:30p.m. & i was getting tired so i got up to close all the lights but i saw a tape. ..”Typical!”Then the memory kicked in and I had to sit down for a moment and let my tears flow in private because everybody knows real men don’t cry.Today was the funeral.Today was the day I would bury my beloved Julie. I knew what was in the coffin. It was the bits and pieces of what had been a beautiful young woman in the prime of her life. My young bride had been wiped off the game-board of life by a bomb meant specifically for me.Certainly, no assassin was hired to eliminate the love of my. We were totally spent we lay there bodies entwined my head resting on her breast. Finally I heard ‘come on sweetheart time to shower’ Has we showered my Mother said big day today this evening I will take your virginity you will finally be a full woman.Later she took me shopping for a full outfit of new clothes we shopped most of the day before heading home she prepared my favourite meal before asking me to change into my new clothes.I showered and changed I went downstairs my Mother was waiting. ‘Nothing to be afraid of,’ I said, patting the bed beside me. ‘OK,’ he said, and sat tentatively on the very edge of the bed. ‘Properly,’ I said, and grabbed his shoulders so that he lost his balance. I playfully pinned him down. ‘I’ve really been looking forward to you visiting. I’ve thought of lots of things we can do.’ I let him get up. ‘I think Mum is planning on taking Aunty Pam Christmas shopping tomorrow, so you’ll be babysitting me. I’ll wind Mum up pretending that I’m annoyed at being.