After a while I started up my computer and browsed some web sites looking for clues as to the behaviour of these ladies.Accessing Google Maps I finish...d up looking at the satellite photos of the street, my house and the other houses on the street."That's weird" I muttered when I zoomed in on the house from above.The satellite photo showed a courtyard area to the side of this office - when in reality none existed."Oh god ... there's a room between the office and the lounge area which is not on. "Marcie, you're not fat or ugly," I said, talking to the door. "Your breasts are firm and just the right shape. Your pussy looks delectable. If your body belonged to another girl I would be all over her. But I've told you what would happen..."The door opened and I almost fell through it. She was standing there, still naked. "Delectable? You said my pussy is delectable?" Help me up, please."I didn't need help getting up and she knew it, but we went through the motions. I took her into my arms. . Hey, did I ever tell you about the time she tasted my milk?" What? When was that? No, you didn't tell me." It was back when you and I were just getting going together. Monica and I were talking about my situation with you and the subject of how much you love to suck on my tits." That's right," Kevin said as he leaned toward Simone and began sucking her leaking nipple."See? I was right!" Simone said with a chuckle. "You do love it! Anyway, she got really curious and she said she wanted to. I was battling with myself, and, with some of my recent decisions, like allowing her to come back to the farm, I was stacking the deck against myself. Realizing this, I felt ashamed of myself, because of the glaring lack of maturity and self control this decision had exposed in me. I knew I had too many people depending on me to be able to indulge myself like I had been doing.This thing with Anita was over. I had to just accept that it was, and then move on. Anything less than that would put in.